Nesting and Stressing

They say the "Nesting" phase kicks in about 2 to 3 weeks before you deliver. Well that stresses me out because mine has for sure kicked in this week which makes me realize how close I am to bringing my baby home. To say I feel unprepared is a understatement.

I'm so happy to be getting all this remodeling done now because it would be even harder with a baby in the house but it's stressful wondering if everything is going to be done, put back in place and cleaned up in time.

Bryce has been working for 5 days straight on the bathroom and it is looking great. He was putting grout on the tile last night until 11pm.

Poor Bryce is working so hard and I'm not any help because of my huge tummy and I'm sure I'm stressing him out with all my last minute freak outs about being a mommy.

Last night I decided to start washing the newborn baby clothes and bassinet sheets so at least those were ready , You know just in case I went into labor in the middle of the night. :) You see I was born 7 weeks early and my brother 3 weeks early so in my head even though I'm 5 weeks out it really could be any day.

While I was washing all those cute little pink clothes the thought hit me...."What if it isn't a girl? and I'm washing all these clothes that I now can' t take back if I need cute blue clothes instead."

This is just another example of how truly crazy I am right now. We had a 4D ultra sound done last month and I asked them to double check to make sure it was still a Girl and well they couldn't tell because She/He had it's hand between it's legs. So now in the back of my mind I am thinking there is always a possibility that the first ultra sound was wrong. The poor thing would be wearing Pink for months and have a Pink lady bug nursery. So I'm not going to wash anymore clothes just in case.

Today I'm going to measure her tiny little closet so I can go buy a closet organizer. I have no room for all her stuff in that little space. As you can see by the picture

Her room is over flowing. So I'm hoping the organizer will help. But I'm thankful to have all the stuff that's for sure. Well it's back to Nesting and Stressing for now....